THE DUMMY

In that forgotten part of town,
 Where wasted hopes and dreams abound,
 A wrinkled man with life near end,
 In hopes to have at least one friend,
 Fashioned bits of wood and things,
 And made a dummy run by strings.

He sat alone for hours on end,
 Conversing with his only friend.
 And found delight within the fact

That he controlled it's every act.
 He told it how he never had
 A chance, since all his luck was bad
 Although he'd tried so to succeed.
 The dummy nodded and agreed.

And how his journeys in romance,
 Had never given him a chance,
 And wasn't it a crying shame
 That he was always held to blame
 When everyone knew, oh so well,
 That life is but a living Hell,
 Controlled by lust and power and greed?
 The dummy nodded and agreed.

With patience that would rival saints,
 That dummy sat through all complaints.
 And, with each little expert tug,

He'd droop his head or bow or shrug,
 And give some comfort to the man,
 Who held his lifelines in his hand
 And helped to fill a lonely need,
 When he just nodded and agreed.

Senility increased with time,
 As did the old man's phantomime.
 And feverish fingers pulled with glee,
 The dummy's dance of misery.
 They never left each other's side,
 Until the day both stopped and died.
 We found them lying, hand in hand,
 The dummy - and his wooden friend.


SECRETSY

This girl is Jasmine.

She lights candles every 29 dec.

She is single.

She wishes you tag her blog often(not spam).

She hopes you enjoy your stay here.

SILENT HOPESY

wants contact lenses alot!

wants to go japan

wants to watch twilight

wants to get orange belt fast!

wants to have my own room

wants to go to class chalet

wants all my friends to go chalet

wants to meet up with old friends!

DON'T TELL ON ME!Y

EXITSY

steffi. steffie. jezelyn. twoone. tiffanie. humanities blog. kah mun. liqi. ivan. clarice. wenyi. abigail. hani. shihua. sandra. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend.

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Friday, February 13, 2009
4:19 AM

hmm..
sorry guys..
too many good things and bad things happened..
i have no strength to up date wat is happening to me now..
u have to be close to me to know..
so sorry... lazy update..
happy valentine's day everyone!!!
thank you
-steffie
-shihua
-irena
-casimir
-alson
-andy sim
for their presents!!!

haha.. i am thinking of deleting my blog..
have no time to go online..
and 1 week happen too many things to type out here..
i gtg..
bb

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, January 31, 2009
9:03 AM

hmm.. today went to phuay ling house for CNY party..
and then yesterday just went to sensei's CNY party..
haiz.. so exhausted..
woke up 6am. go sch. come home 2+
slack until 5..
get rdy go sensei house..
reach there like super early..
korkor, nazira, me and kai sheng sat there..
korkor talk cork and joke and then wait for other ppl la..
sorry for being so monotonous..
sleepy liao..
go home bathe liao watch ip man until 2am then slp..
stupid mummy wake me up la..
i scream at her...haha.. so bad tempered right?
hmm. today woke up at 7.30 to go to shopping with phuay ling..
wow.. carry like wat like that..
heaving a boar to her house would be much easier..
haha..
go there i study korkor and her cut cut cook cook i wash wash..
and they burn burn all the hot dog.. haha..
haha.. then phuay ling's brother in law got a degree in maths..
but they teach i dun get anything..
ming ming teach only i understand liao..
haha.. because he also just learn ma.. sec 3 also.. hehe.
so adults starrted coming and talk talk watch ip man eat eat..
make everything boring..
adults dun have the hyper kind of feeling leh..
no fun one
then stupid daddy make me be home by 9pm..
SO EARLY.. and then stupid gabriel.. and even worse.. on the way home met that stupid casimir!!
so unlucky..make my day worse..
hmm.. but got fun parts la.. lazy type out only xD
oh and lazy reply tags!

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, January 23, 2009
7:23 PM

urgh.. now my mother singing CNY songs...
and i hurry on songs...
i am single again!!!!
yesterday,
he and i decided that we were too busy to be together..
or is it that he dump me..
he voiced it 1st.. but i totally agree with him..
and our 1st mth is supposed to be this monday..
hmm.. i regreted being with him the moment the sch year started..
we have totally no time to meet,
no time to talk ..
just no time for each other..
and then i wanna go join the material course in a poly..
then it would take up my thurdays and fridays,
wed i got cca and aikido.
tuesdays surely got maths remedial or another..
monday leh.. free for a few hours then got aikido..
sat sun dunnid say la.
hw, market, computer, go out.. dun need to meet him le..
so...we decided to become good friends again..
and i really hope one day we will be together again..
haha..
anyways..

tag replies :
abi- if u will trade anything to talk to him normally,
just try, slap him and wake him up!
shihua-haha.. its okay my dear.. maybe its a blessing indisguise.. that way i can learn to wake up on my own.. being dependant on ppl is no good xD
ivan- haha.. thx^^ ... wait i reply it on yr blog.. since u dun always come my blog..

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, January 17, 2009
4:36 PM

hmm..
time passes so fast yet so slow..
yesterday so free yet so busy..
morning wake up play com play until hmm 12+
then go shopping.. a while.. and then come home..
slack a while... then go shopping for goodies^^
but stupid papa bought jasmine green tea.. 2 bottles somemore..
ok...i dun care..then he said only can open 1 bottle out of 9 bottles of drink..
bloody korkor go and choose jasmine green tea knowing only too well i despise it..
eff!!.. then after that, stupid papa stupid rub it in...
by eatting cuttlefish!!!! and my stupid mummy will not let me eat one!!!
and then she started nagging me about...
...I DONT KNOW WAT....
and then i already very very bad mood..
then she still rub it in.. i shout loh.. wat can i do?
then they all have jasmine green tea..
dun wan let me buy slurpee..
so i not happy already..
take money and walk out of the house..
haha.. haven done that for a long time already..
i felt i was being unreasonable..
but they are still soo god damned unfair!!!!!
haiz.. still got 2 a maths hw..
gtg.. bb...

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, January 16, 2009
3:52 PM

hmm..
sorry for not blogging for so long..
this is the 1st time in so many days i come on ../
but its because i wanna do research.
haiz..
very tiring.. yesterday like pig like that..
haha.. after bio come home slp..
the steffi(e)s all pang seh mii..
say wanna go library then never..
so i had to go home alone..
haiz..
but then again.. met casimir on the bus.. (finally learn how to spell his name properly)
then force him to company me go library..
then accompany joshua go mac...
lol.. he was like.. " do you want to work in macdonalds?"
and cas didn miss a beat saying " no!" and i was like.. ".... no."
and he continued.." i want to work in macdonalds..."
and then i and cas started imagining..
really.. we cant imagine joshua attending to the customers....
wait.. or even cooking the food!!!!
gosh nobody will go to that mac if he DOES work there..
eww.. imagine him...eww.. dun wanna think about it..
anyways..
i got the best plan on valentine day!!!!
muahahahahahha!!!.. but sadly its on a sat..
so a substitute day will have to do..
lets hope we reach our goal!!!!
jia you cas!!!!!

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, January 12, 2009
12:26 AM

hmm.. so long never tag because soo busy..
never even get to come online..
i think my blog die le.
haiz..
today go aikido...
tml.. got maths remidial
wed got cca and aikido..
thurs got chem remidial..
hope sooo much can meet baojie on fri..
am gonna die already!!!!...
i was practically begging the 2 steffi/es to let me go home today!!
haha.. but very funny..
today bertrand was staring at the floor.. and coincidenly at teacher's ..there..
and then teacher saw and said.. " i am old enough to be your mother"
god!!! she is like sooo ugly.. flat chested... no butt.. eww!!!
bloody thick skinned!!!
haha..
and then i was sooo insulted by weijun today..
i was walking and talking with steffie..
then stopped outside our class..
then weijun was behind me.. and he is like.. a head taller than me..
so he stopped just behind me.. and then didn bother to look at me..
he just stopped in there and looked pass me like i didn even exist..
like.. i too short.. urgh!!!>.<
i really wanna scold him!!!!!
haha.. but forget it..
anyways.. today also very funny...
hmm.. idiot kevin always drop his paper, pen.. wat ever shit and ask me to pick up.
every single day sure drop one..
urgh!!! so today i pick up his paper.. and put on bertrand's table..
and bertrand left his table to sit beside him..
so he had no choice but to take it himself..
then ANOTHER TIME!! he dropped his paper AND pencil..
steffie so kind pick the paper up for him.. ask him..."wat must you say?"
" thank you."
then ii ask " thank you who?" like talking to little kid like that..
then he said.. " i wont say until you pick my pencil up as well.."
so i picked it up and asked again " wat must you say?"
" THANK YOU JASMINE^^"
LOL.....
anyways...
sorry that yr birthdays pass so fast..
hmm shahidee and.. jin wook..
i cant do anything about it..
since there is so many jan babies.. i wanna ask teacher if wanna celebrate every mth..
haha.. there are only like.. 3+ dec babies^^
haha.. gtg do hw.. later aikido until 11+!!!!

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, January 3, 2009
12:01 AM

hmm... last night spent a few hours just doing a maths hw...
and did just 4 questions..
pathetic right??
haha.. hmm. then at night around 10,
my whole family played uno..
tell u.. play uno with them damn fun.
they dun give chance one..
and dun go by rules one..
not happy make u +4.. haha then can gang up on one another.
like crazy..
haha.. dammit.. now my crazy dad wanna go walk walk..
i dunno.. byebye..

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